I love you. You love jasper?

Airport

2005-12-08T13:00:00.000+08:00

ellloo.. I'm at Changi Airport now.. Going to board soon.. Haha will be in London until the 11th and then Paris until the 19th and then London again.. Spending Christmas overseas.. Will buy back souvenirs for everyone! =D

Off

2005-12-08T02:03:00.000+08:00

Going to London and Paris from 8th to 26th? Haha. K byebye.

2005-08-19T01:53:00.000+08:00

not in a very blogging mood la. anyway http://www.jync.net

i think i'm gonna shift my blog there soon.

today and yesterday

2005-08-16T18:07:00.000+08:00

mmm so sunday celebrated my father's birthday.. and i finished my chinese assignment amazingly.

yesterday? quite normal day. we went to the post office in serangoon central to post our RE report to sembawang shipyard for the greenwave comp lol. fun outing. ate lunch there too loh.

came back 3+ for cca meeting with sec4s. i thought that more sec4s would have turned up but this was not the case apparently. oh well.

aaron, seth, zhiyang went to pastamania first and me and bing went to meet up with them. weird stuff lah. =S

then bing and aaron went to cut their hair.

haha seth and i got jacked when we went to deliver the kayaking forms to pasir ris sea sports club at pasir ris park. we went at 7 but they closed at 6 ><

lol nvm! we hanged around for a while. and i climbed my spiderweb thingo for the first time in years!!! you know you know that fun fun red spiderweb in the big playground. used to go to east coast and pasir ris park quite often with family when i was younger and i always liked climbing that whee. haha and i did yesterday! reached the top k. rofl. its so much easier now.

well reached home and slacked.

today was doing maths assignment before flag raising. shayi pon school leh! tsK. go mouse comp. leave me so lonely.. =( lol. pe was napfa retest and the rest of us played floorball against 3Q whee. me seth liqian weiren benjamin and later weizhi played against guanyu zhiwen youkai marc and yixiang. argh they so pro. okay no is we lousy. okay no is me lousy. >< i let in four goals erm quite stupidly. so embarrassing!

bio free period. an ex-rg gal came in though. shes studying medicine in UK now and shes back from holiday. sounds coolio. well i finished my maths assignment in this period and was just slacking. haha hweeleong koay and i want to do nothing and earn money in the future! $.$! hweeleong has an elaborate plan already. ahahaaha.

ss. lesson on northern ireland, their murals, their battle of boys and backside lol, and their bloody sunday! yea U2 song. mmm talked a little about the presidential elections. andrew kuan and this stuffs.

recess. stupid soya bean ran out at the japanese van. had to get a refund.

maths was first trigo lesson. i got 3/15 for r/f test! *beams* a whooping 20%! ahaaaa. im the best lah. well mr fong went through the worksheet but i think everyone knew what he was talking about already la..

geog did more hurricanes. quite okay la today. well the term test is only going to be on coastal studies.

mmmmhm.

lit had more presentations and we finally finished watched of mice and men's film adaptation.

eek i have to go eat dinner.

k back. oh yea tentatively we're going to malaysia from 28 to 31 this month =) its earlier than what i expected. yay the teachers so good. well tt means we'll be missing teacher's day's celebrations and i cant go back to zps.

well yea after school i went to pasir ris again. but this time with my mother and the car haha. well had to call a few people to clarify some stuff in their forms only.

and my youngest sister is so cute! =D

2005-08-16T01:10:00.000+08:00

lonely night
the stray wind
carries my harasses

happy birthday daddy!

2005-08-14T00:37:00.000+08:00

happy birthday =) ur the best dad in the world.

well today towned for a while. went to collect the sec4s' farewell gifts and met up with my grandmother, grandaunt, granduncle, mother, sister, aunt and cousin at paragon. so many many peoples!

14 aug my father's birthday =) we're gonna celebrate it with all our visiting relatives from brunei. i got his gift last month haha so i just wrapped it up yesterday.

oo and my sister went to the national library today and she says it's fun! haha. i wanna go too.

night

2005-08-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

hey

this is jasper

jasper wong

what is thi s/

th i s ?

what is thi

s?

ha ha

ha hahaa ha

=)

i'm quite

quite tired.

need sleep

ggood nigh

MALAYSIA

2005-08-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

i came home, bathed, ate and fell promptly onto my bed. mmmmm in the land of the blue watermelon and purple water until 6.06 am. first time in months i woke upon hearing the first few rings of my alarm clock haha. ive been such a dead log. well so i packed my bag and np uniform and left for school..

well anyway the day before we had the first day of the GE english festival. we were supposed to choose 2 out of 4 movies to watch and do a film review on 1. i watched Life is Beautiful and Pleasantville. The former is italian and is real touching and the latter is coolio and features a young tobey mcguire haha. well i think the films did change my perspective on certain things! like what mr koh said they'd do (oh no) haha. hmm they didn't actually not really change my mindset. they just affected them and got me thinking lah. haha. they're not just entertaining flicks. and i think film-making is quite fun and cool too haha. maybe can try make my own film! whee.

well so today was the 2nd and last day of our english festival. we played scrabble for one hour whee. i was with marc+seth, shayi and gerald! haha fun stuff but should let us play longer!

yea and then had some thingo on elizabethan period. boring. alan had his fortune told by ms johnson! hahaa. apparently she used normal playing cards with some stuff behind them to indicate what they meant. mm she gave quite a general forecast lah.

after recess was more games. 5 games in total we had to choose 3 to play: charades, 20 questions, taboo, boogle, word worms. yep played 20 questions which was quite funky. supposed to ask 20 questions to guess a term lah. then played boogle for the last two 20min sessions. they gave us oreo and lollipops after the games! rofl.

mm after that we went the atrium for some performances which were not really interesting lah. kaiyang sang, he has quite a nice voice hoho. rj girls stopped to watch him loh haha. then there was this boring rock band too, and mr koh sang! lol. erm quite a few dramatisations which i didn't watch =p

well went to eat and then the BOMB came. i met mrs yak walking up to class and she said: "the malaysian trip's postponed!" BISH#()*@#$)%^*)$(@#)%(_@%)#$(*%^)#$(%*@#_%*.

went to play checkers with seth in 3M. josh was recording all the stuff donated that we would be bringing over to malaysia and yingbo was reading. upon hearing the news there was no need to record anymore and we moved the stuff to the ge room .-.

arghhh. stupid haze. why cannot go why cannot go grrr. like we didn't go to malaysia and changmai last year because of bird flu already and now this again. our batch is so lucky loh.

now this weekend we have to do work work work work work work work and work, theres no more break which we were soooo looking forward to. this is very demoralising man.

anyway training was passing out parade rehearsal. did drills drills and drills. they released next's year hierachy too. im H.O.T.! haha

whatever lah. i wanna go malaysia.

AA!

2005-08-10T23:40:00.000+08:00

marc just made me realise i'm actually quite a piece of angsty shithead that yearns for attention like i can't live without it, this description is somewhat applicable to me sometimes mmm. good/bad?

i think my chinese is really embarrassing lah. my 文学作品赏析 no hope liao. i just can't express myself coherently in chinese. lack of vocab etc. =( i'm doing on 青春 by 郑单衣.. he's quite a cool guy. well the computer i'm using now can't read chinese on the internet apparently so i have to save websites into a floppy and bring it to the computer which doesn't have internet access but can view how 麻烦..

then i still have zero words now loh. some ppl like goh shih ee have 1500 and completed it.

1 day off

2005-08-10T17:32:00.000+08:00

happy national day haha. one day late.

well so school holiday today. good thing.

i fell asleep on the sofa in front of the laptop yesterday >< sad case.. well failed to do any work yesterday. woke up today at 1. ate and slacked around, watched tv.. and did a logo + a letterhead for my father =) :

2005-08-09T01:05:00.000+08:00

sometimes, i wonder if i actually leave impressions on people. as in, would it make a difference whether i'm here or not? do i make a difference to anyone's life besides my family? or am i just there there. do people care whether i'm around? who would cry for me if i'm gone?

thinking that the answers may be no is scary and sad. haha.

do i matter?

2005-08-09T00:54:00.000+08:00

i realise i use a lot of 'well', 'then', 'so', 'rofl', 'haha', 'lol' and 'hmm's in my entries. or at least in the last one. that's not good =p We should speak Good English.

fun day...

2005-08-09T00:18:00.000+08:00

long day.. i just reached home. so its like i was out today for 17.5 hours! =O from 6.30am to 12am. tsk.

well, today,

i went to school in red and grey to celebrate national day whee. concert was so so. finale and buildup was crap. how can they screw up the song singing! like tts the most fun part of national day.. hahaa ><

mm then meeting for npcc nat event for a while with mr teo. we decided to explore the option of holding a jigsaw puzzle comp loh..

well then i took 156 to zhonghua, was talking to yuhui on the bus.. walked in with zhiquan into the school haha. saw mrs foo at the carpark and talked for a while. then tzehin came. haha we sneaked past the security guard and got scolded oops. he didnt want to let us in loh. well after that charmian came and then yongzhi. so we talked to mr liew and ms minnoli.. saw mrs tan and ms ong too but they were busy.. mr liew kept suanning me loh. talk cock with yongzhi and tzehin. well we ate lunch at serangoon central (zhiquan left early and charmian went home to change)..

then i met up with charmian again at mrt and we took the train to town to join eve, bong, meiching and meixuan.. slacked for a while. OH and we took neoprints. the thought of it is hilarious. rofl its damn moneywaster. but nvm. mm then slacked around cine.. saw this rather gay guy dancing parapara at the arcade erm yea. i saw this group of bishan park npcc ppl and sec 2 rinpcc ppl too..

well watched bewitched. felt quite slpy towards the end. hmm apparently the show makes ppl sleepy. well the storyline is quite predictable but watching nicole kidman as a witch is quite entertaining i guess.

well then meixuan and meiching went home while the rest of us went to bong's house for her to get money and shower aiyo. da xiao jie.

mm so we ate dinner/supper at serangoon gardens. yongzhi joined us too, after his soccer. went to eat beancurd at chompchomp and then buy junk at 7/11. hmm so we were talking all the way haha. well talking is nice.

charmian left first, sad. then the 3 of us decided to go the playground so we had to walk this long road all the way in. and suddenly it dawned on us the tt its the 7th lunar month and it was late, 11+. so it was dark and spookkky yea. rofl. mmmmm then we u-turned when we reached the park loh rofl. too darkk. haha we were trying to scare her on the way back too.

talked cock while sitting down near the roundabout. then took 136 home with yong after a while.

today quite a long and fun day la haha. the neoprints were spastic tho. haha.

far east plaza!

2005-08-07T00:52:00.000+08:00

heyo i cut my hair just now @ angmokio.then went to fareastplaza to eat with family.

was walking around alone there loh. interesting place. my mother's office used to be there when she was a tour agent. then ill be there very often and left to do my own things while she worked. i would walk around the place and i knew which shops were where haha. then there was the sunny bookshop which is still there where i rented books from. days of the animorphs man. but everything has changed of course. with all the new shops tt the place has. starbucks is gone and subway is there etc. all the hip shops loh. but the place still has some of the old in it and it feels nice to be back there =) the fountain is gone and theyre renovating! mmmhm.

came back home and slacked around as usual. going back to orchard tmr to settle the farewell gift thingo. was playing gb for the first time in a very long time haha. with sean (for a while) and marc.. no one plays anymore haha.. nows the age of the dota.

well go look at http://thethirdholocaust.blogspot.com/

actually id advise u not to rofl. and tt guys alr getting so many tags and visits for just being stupid:

I want to kill EVERY,I MEAN EVERY single malay person out there.Even with
0.000001% of malay blood in them,they'd have to die.I really want to do this.Of
course,I'd want to come out of it alive to do my next thing.

what an idiot.

2005-08-06T15:27:00.000+08:00

woke at 130.

well haven done anything. i was eating this thing when i know that something was not right with it but nonetheless continued and now my stomach feels squirmy ew

well next week rocks. mon to wed national day celebrations + holiday.. and then thurs and fri eng fest no lessons but going to sch to watch movies and play games yay

hm im going to watch macbeth but i dunno when leh. need to find out the dates again.

yea i need to go now will be back bye!

Checkers

2005-08-06T00:53:00.000+08:00

well ive done nothing since i came home is getting late i ought to sleep.

was playing checkers with seth just now on msn. im quite a loser at such games or maybe just all games. all dunno how to play properly. even if i know how to, ill never fail to find away to jack myself. computer games too lah. everything lah. so loser =( hahha. am i stupider or what?

hm this weekend im aiming to accomplish catching up my overdue chinese and geography homework and settling the farewell gift for the sec4s. yep hope i achieve my goal. wish me luck at my thousandth attempt to get something done.

hm as i said its getting lateeeee everyone i was talking to is now offline how sad. tt says something ya haha. okay good night! maybe ill go on another doomed attempt to try to organise my life haha. k night!

father

2005-08-06T00:49:00.000+08:00

mountains on your shoulders
you've been a
great role
model
it
tears you
apart. you're tired
and worn we know you are
of worry and frowns and cries
we can only watch you (
from the sides
) as you
try
your best
for us and us
and us ever and forever
alas dismay and sadness
regret torture
tormenting
pain

thank you and thank you and thank you and thank you

in the light of events

2005-08-06T00:46:00.000+08:00

hierachy problem
solved the problem
in the first place at first

when the moon was blue
for them to appear
we always had to find

but now it seems
they are a little mean
those nasty cumbersome pigs

interesting charade
a worthy show
that welcomes all whee

this is the day
of hickory pokery
entertainment at its best

should we take a step back
or be sharp and point
display our know?

i don't know
it all depends
let's 1 step walk 1 step

yay

wow, a muster parade

2005-08-05T22:52:00.000+08:00

ah just reached home.

today started boringly. geog lesson was first at seminar room where we did a stupid crossword puzzle >< finding words related to hurricane erm whatever. then go com lab 3 watch video. she sat on the other side of the room so i was sleeping and hiding behind the coms yay. we were supposed to fill in the wksht while watching but tt obviously didnt happen for me so i had to copy nigel after it. yea waltzed back to class. was late for pe as usual.

incidentally we had to do 2.4.. so ppl were slacking loh. i need to train my 2.4 and my pullups leh. esp the latter. well after that we played 15 min of volleyball loh. finally we're trying overhand serve with little success as usual. this game is such a skill-based game that with so little practice, we will never be able to master it properly. though its the best game to cool off after a run because you virtually do nothing while watching the ball hit the ground alternately between both sides of the courts boo.

recess bball we got chased out by handball pe. went upstairs to find ocj and paul wenchong and sengteck presenting their re haha. some coolio solar panel and traffic light thingo la. so we couldnt start our eng compre in time (she wanted us to meet her earlier as we needed to finish an entire comprehension including the summary in one lesson) so we took up some of mr fong's time. well maths was transformation of graph, we completed the topic and we are now moving on to trigo finally.

ah then went for chem SPA at 1pm to 2pm. my stupid values are too off damn it. damn titration. i screwed up my first two readings loh. dunno wad happened to me.

then ate lunch.. i had a very big and muscular drumstick which i nicely traded with weehsuan's skinny one because i was very full =p i had leave royce alone because i needed to rush off for interviews with the np teachers! boo.

the interviews with mr teo and mr jee were relaxed i guess. din ask difficult questions. guess they're just trying to confirm things.

well for training today we had a lecture by neville about wonderful total defence for our silver badge. we're gonna need to do a proj =) rofl so fun npcc need to do presentation wor. well after that muster parade. we marched back from rjc quite interestingly i need to point out. hahahaaa nvm. sec 3s had to do a leadership profile thingo and after that we changed and zaoed to j8. they initially wanted pastamania but we went to ljs in the end. marc seth and ben left us for s11 tho. ljs combo 1 got 3 piece chicken now leh!! only during promotional period! haha they have this set of new meals which are grilled stuff. i din dare to try knowing ljs =pppp

ah then we headed to the wonderful playground with our wonderful merrygoround and the bubbletea shop. whee jason, matthew, hsien yao and woo chiao and gerald sportingly agreed to subjected to our treatment haha (some not very willingly la =p).. lol yay so funnn. we were turning them in one direction for a while and then abrupt stop and turn in the other! so shiok whee. i hoped no one puked though ><>< erm we must be really influential. ppl see us have so much fun also wanna try rofl. but quite dangerous loh. tsk.

ahaha. well marc sent me to potong pasir and i went home from there loh. oh yes i bloody dun have my 3rd class drill badge. i want it grr.

2005-08-04T20:33:00.000+08:00

fluttering flying
a pat on your shoulder

turn around (don't spin
) please catch your breath

no fear no fear
choked? don't splutter!

adieux - i'll keep this feeling forever in my abandoned hated heart

X-Ray!

2005-08-04T19:51:00.000+08:00

bish.

ppl sneer at u just because ur young. how i wish i could teach these ppl a lesson. i went to novena square for this mini-t printer and there was this bloody idiot there.

well before tt i got my backbone checked after getting referred by the school health service team. queue slips and etc. in the end i just got referred to another doctor. appointment's date 26 sept which is like far away. ohoh i had x-ray leh! rofl. i changed into this sexy green gown loh. there were many sexy people around too rofl nvm. i had my body pressed against this metal thingo and ___ nothing happened and it was done. my first ever x-ray! and the cheek of the doctor which i went to see before and after the x-ray. i came back with my film and he forgot my name! "what's your name?" he's quite young la and another doctor who came in to get him to do a referral for some gal to "C&G" for "behavioral problems" (woah) looked like ms elaine quah haha.

im not very happy my height leh. grrrrrrrrr. i need to jump more argh. and i need to join the skipping club.

after that i went to borders and looked around. i so wanted to buy this haiku anthology. but it cost a freaking 31 bucks =(( i had to bring my youngest sister along so she was ratherr annoying. noisy bouncy things in bookshops are not very welcome haha. ate some stuff at coffee bean and then went to novena loh.

ah im jumping around. (NO pun intended)

during physics today mrs tay took down all the major projects we had due this term and shes going to bring it up to the rest of the teachers yayy. most probably the deadlines some projs will be extended only loh. but the list is really bloody long. physics quiz was okayy ya.

but maths quiz was no way okay. im going to get 26.7% to 33.3% for it liao. i cant believe the FIRST ever test im gonna fail is maths. i know im not that smart but how can i fail! =( stupid r/f. i only did 1 out of 3 questions properly hmph. i borrowed ziyang's calculator and i din know how to use it >< rofl but i shall not blame my failure on this.

andddddddddd im supposed to fail yeepee@singnet.com.sg our philo teacher my philo journal entry for this term by 8pm and its omgoodness 8.21pm!! yAy! ~*clapps!!!~* whee~! hurray!!!!

2005-08-03T03:44:00.000+08:00

i slept until 2am, didnt mean to tho. just did crap for reading portfolio. bio cct tmr. npcc tmr.

together we will roam
into the summer sunshine

2005-07-31T22:22:00.000+08:00

in this world there are no good things and there are no bad things
sometimes we are who we are sometimes we are not
the earth is round and it turns round and round; the earth never stops
but then why do some things stop when they should not?
why do some things end when they should not?
things are supposed to be things but sometimes things are not things
things are supposed to be things but sometimes things are not things
things are supposed to be things but sometimes things are not things
sometimes we need to be strong sometimes we need to be weak. to break down cry sob tear shout scream and die
those times are sometimes necessary and sometimes not
in this world there are no good things and there are no bad things

UltraMarathon Guinness World Record attempt by Dr William Tan

2005-07-31T11:13:00.000+08:00

random nick hor. its supposed to refer to seth. some geog article last year from aymie which interviewed some guy called Seth Bishnupada =) rofl.

ah yesterday npcc had first rounds of interviews which doesnt include me. dinner then home loh. saw malina at potong pasir mrt! haha.. yes again, we should go out.

today woke at 11.. went to SICC Swimming Charity thingo. ><>< (remaining 129). erm boring cuz it was raining.

i got dropped at j8 to go home myself where shayi was buying present for gerald haha. walked around loh. reached home and then slept for a while..

uneventful la. dr william tans running now wor. http://www.shutternews.com/ live update of photos yea. pictures say a thousand words. gogo dr tan haha. tmr sec3s are gonna run the final stretch from 2.30 to 5.

(anw my com's internet connection screwed up here last night so i went to slp and im continuing now on Sunday 11am)

just woke a while ago. dr tan rocks hes thrashing the previous record =) yay! its great to belong to such a wonderful community..

a post! wow.

2005-07-28T18:16:00.000+08:00

ahhhh. lol quite long nv update =p

hmm monday had chem did titration i think. its fun i did four readings rofl. and i think my results were exactly the same or 0.1 cm3 off leh! =) so pro yay. haha.. re was usual slack stuff loh. had cca meeting after sch to discuss hierachy but it was postponed. therefore interviews on wed and fri are also postponed to this fri and next wed yep. it seems very rushed.. the way we are going to take over. i dunno.

well tues chi was zuowen on the topic of love hahaha. well we couldnt finish it in class loh. english was observation for ms kuo! ms aruna johnson and mrs tan siok mui came.. we looked the speeches our schoolmates wrote and discussed them loh. there was the issue about originality contributing to credibility as some ppl just copied the structure of the speeches we've been studying this semester like the king's and mark anthony's speech. yea

wed yesterday was ri lecture. its an annual event where we spend one day listening to ex-rafflesians in the government make speeches related to the country. its basically part of the national education prog la. senior minister goh chok tong started it in 2000 so yea. this year mr bilahari kausikan a diplomat came to talk about the survival of a small state. hes some second permanent secretary with the ministry of foreign affairs. his speech was quite okay. but the questions ppl asked were really not okay. nvm.. haha

after the ri lecture we had two extra lessons requested by our teachers >< maths + english. maths went through single sum tvm and he gave back our r/f assignment + linear law quiz. hmm r/f quiz next week. well english was speeches by a few ppl. juanhe so pro haha! switch off the lights and walk around classroom talking abt hypocrisy yea. haha i dunno why but that lesson was rather heavy on discussions between us and her about hypocrisy first and some other stuff la.

after np yesterday only seth and i ate dinner. everyone went home to mug for chinese test >< and we submitted our interview forms for np.

today chi test was okayyy. relatively easy paper but couldnt finish. as usual im not going to do well lah. haha yea. ss was switzerland's multicultural stuff. maths was another observation period by mrs tan siok mui + ms jasmine chong head of maths. haha mr fong gelled his hair =p must tell him not to be so nervous. haha i overheard them saying "hes quite good".. ah then during english the teachers were saying "sakhar was good" =) okay chinese was going through new ke. then we had july birthday celebrations! our class rocks. every month also have. so this month got juanhe, gerald, alan and i. but alan not in sch! so sad.. yea.. and lit was speeches too + a small discussion before the lesson about how popiah, kueh tutu and the like tend towards equilibrium (soggy popiah or cold hard kueh tutu) and its interesting how they are enjoyed only when in disequilibrium (hot) >< bahness.

haha see u later.

Macbeth Art

2005-07-25T01:39:00.000+08:00

A deserted heath. Thunder and lightning. Enter three witches.

Hecate - Goddess of Witchcraft

the Fragility of Lady Macbeth

Hey Hey. some of the drawings i did for my erp rofl. i actually decided to do the drawing question. it specifies "in colour" but i shall heck care. if i colour, ill probably ruin my already horrible enough pieces. please don't click them for full view. i darkened the lines for my msn display pic uses. and they'll look horrible when enlarged. so just keep them small and view them from here k hahahaha.

Saturday Break

2005-07-23T14:55:00.000+08:00

ytd's training was no way a games day training. wtfong.

we were slacking around the rope area for the obstacle course and everyone climbed to the top. had cheers. and concurrently we took turns to take the sec2 squad for drills. this lasted for the whole training so we couldnt have pt =( next week tho.

played bball until 8+ then dinner at s11 and home.

was very tired last night haha. i woke at 1+ today yay. my sleep was nice. i had this incredible surreal dream but i shall keep it to myself =p

hmm i read the papers while lunching just now and after that a few more pages of macbeth. im left with one more act and scene. im reading harold's bloom edited version without any annotations or the like and so im relying on my own understanding and guesses to get through the book. shakepearean lang >< this is good practice but i need to verify with something to check myself bah. andd im starting to think that macbeth is not tragic enough! =p immune to it after half a year of tragedy? rofl. desensitised ah. or maybe its too predictable because i know its a tragedy. i wanna read crucible.

hmmm reading portfolio + chi proj + chi test + chem test next week. using macbeth for erp. and i have to use it for crp for lit too. its horribly overdue. 1 month leh. >< my eng proj proposal is 2 months overdue oh no. andand theres RE!! shittified.

like i was enjoying myself when i woke up feeling refreshed from the sleep and now i have to think of the work. bah.

nvm! im off to slacking. byebye work. hohoho

Speech Crafting

2005-07-22T01:10:00.000+08:00

sucks.

i just finished my eng speech. please let me not present tmr. maybe ill post my speech up here later.

Racial Harmoney Day

2005-07-21T18:52:00.000+08:00

July 21 Racial Harmony Day and gabriel's birthday! boring programme in the morning that took away maths period =( stupid speeches of "personal experiences" quiz was sleepworthy material. and they made us stand while they read some funky Declaration of Religious Harmony off the screen? halllooo?? and they showed irrelevant video clips. tsunami is so yesterday. we've watched that clip million of times alr. and they actually had problems with sound when playing it and we had to wait -.- i would rather have the idiotic sound off. andd why in the world did they had the spotlight on on the screen. it freaking makes everything unreadable. and they had to switch it on and off and on and off alamak.

back to class. slacked before next period philo. we're still on the topic of reality. i dunno getting quite unbearable alr since we repeat the same stuff every lesson. next lesson new topic yay: language.

ahh physics. f=ma today + terminal velocity. basically revision + calculation.

then after physics and during recess the few of us were split on a question in the exercise of the previous topic vector diagrams. bunch of us went to find her outside the staffroom. she has so many handphones aiyo. one for sms, one for calls and i think she has one more ><

ah next was chinese. we went through some of the 6 model essays she gave us on the topic of oh so powerful love. like two were on family love, then friendship, bgr love, etc. these topics makes chinese texts much more readable and understandable for me! =p well we have to write a zuo wen topic love on monday so ya.

cle (character and leadership education) was cj lao shi (chem teacherr and class ft). talked about william tan and his ego + blogging.

yea then felicia kuo came to return shayi and i our intro for the speech + comments la. shat i have to present tmr. 3-5 min. work work work.

tmr pe yay. hm and cca. hope we dun need to bring our uniform.

"why do I yield to that suggestion whose horrid image doth unfix my hair and make my seated heart knock at my ribs against the use of nature?"

2005-07-20T20:00:00.000+08:00

it was raining this morning and the rain stopped and ri's weatherman predicted that no the rain was not going to start again and so we have to go for assembly.

we had physics. new topic. back to the 3 laws of newton.

hmm chi was spent copying out answers for a worksheet. no comment.

bio was quite cool. today was the parts of the heart. and we watched an actual heart surgery. i cant believe how these ppl can actually manage to keep their hands steady. the surgeon was like pointing at the various blood vessels after they cut the guy up and pried his body open to reveal the heart. just there. the camera stayed on it as the guy was commentating ><>< oh man cant stand it. the heart looked like a big bag of nonsense. if im not wrong it was yellow? dunno. ahh how can ah.

then recess was watching ppl play bball.

chem did titration again. quite fun haha. i think my values shouldd be correct la. lol. bought the rated (artistic) mag from the rj guy. mr tan's old student came to sell. i think it should readable. articles on gender stereotypes, gender barrier and the change campuses. it seems the first two topics are popular with the student population blah. but i skimmed through and they seemed pretty standard stuff. oh well. it was selling for $1.

maths was financial math again. the advanced module is funner and easier than our normal topics >< or maybe its because i don't bother to listen hmmm. but its definitely more practical! learning to watch your money grow is an important lifeskill k. i dunno but we seem to be bugging raymond fong to teach differentiation every new topic. it must be important to be so applicable everywhere then. next year's syllabus hmm.

after lunch last period english. went through article. watched hotel rwanda. the depictions of the horror were a torture to watch. its so inhumane and impossible. how can any genocide even take place? and then after it happens theres always without fail so much talk about why didn't the international bodies take action. why didn't this people do this. powerful words can kill. socrates's condemning view of rhetoric is justified.

went home with josh and seth.. and i sat next to this old man. i was sleeping for the entire duration of the journey and when i woke up at the bus interchange. he took me by surprise when he asked whether i was having my exams. i nodded in the moment of confusion and he started telling me to go home and rest, take a cold bath and "mug" (wow he used this word) at night and sleep, and wake up in the morning and revise. rofl. i think he asked me to take alternate hot and cold bath? ><" doesnt that cause you to have fevers? okayyyyyyyyy. i was like erm thank you. lol.

i went home and i died on the bed after reading the first act of macbeth. my lit essay is horribly overdue. lucky ppl like daryl have not done theirs too or ill be embarrassed to death! i need to get started sigh.

lit file is due tmr. chi file due friday. english speech due friday. english portfolio next week. chi project next week. and many many other misc wkshts + overdue hw.

but its quite cool. next wed (week 5) is ri lecture. the whole sch gets to listen to this bigshot talking for the whole day so theres no lessons =)

week 6 august 1 monday headmaster just announced a day off yay. for good results in competitions etc. + an unofficial reason that william tan's attempt to break the gwr will be on 30 and 31 july so its sorta a makeup for our weekend.

then week 7 theres national day so its 1 day for celebrations, 1 public holiday, 1 sch holiday. + 2 days off for english festival! wow. the whole week is gone. i love this. no lessons for 9 days inc the 2 weekends flanking the school week. but the advanced geog ppl have to go for some weather thingo to see the experts on friday evening. doesnt spoil the mood tho.

and week 8 we're going off to malaysia! hoho. whole ge batch to kl and ipoh =)

hurray! but i bet before all the holidays the teachers are going to kill us with all the assignments and quizzes. bad bad.

haha okay cya. i think i like macbeth's character. conflicting characters are fun to read. especially ppl who tend to the evil side hurray. haha.

Boring Days

2005-07-20T00:47:00.000+08:00

i think i din blog about lotsa stuff. oh well nvm there are another ppl to chronicle parts of their life so i can piece two and two to find out what im doing on this day at this time! whee. ok.

house meeting on mon. RE was slacky.

tues. we had pe. volleyball play league liao. 2 more weeks left with this module. so fast.. group F! ahhhh had ss, bio, geog, maths, lit! rofl todays timetable. aiyaa -.-

ehhhhhh. so i went home. read newspaper. shower. slack. watch tv. chat. do eng. slack. do physics. slack. and blog. yay.

okay this post is ultra boring.

i think my english failing me liao! ohnoooo. shitness. howhowhow. all my grammar and sentence structure =(( where are they!

tmr track finals. good luck to everyone and may the best school win!

i cant go support sadly =(

oh guys! please figure out the previous post and feel free to speculate.

tata.

Slut.

2005-07-18T17:05:00.000+08:00

edit: josh shayi and marc bought me the piglet! =)

heYO. some weapons of mass destruction just came to ravage my blog.

now only bits and pieces of my slut post are left.

i feel so hurt and betrayed *sniff

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My Birth Day

2005-07-17T11:17:00.000+08:00

lets talk about wad happened on 16th July! ^^

i woke late. weiren woke me up with his call which i sadly din return. bing called soonafter and i rushed to school to deliver the printed stuff that they needed to put up on the board. i was lt assistant which was quite flexible la. walk here walk there anywhere i want. moving usher rofl. oh well. the npcc booth was quite small loh. >< ahh ya not many parents visiting anw. i took the rjc bus tour leh!! hehe. bing and aaron were conducting. then the sec2s road marshalling look like so cham. but then they were so __. bah. nvm. i went to buy lunch for everyone and then seth left so early =(

haha i read hp6 first two chapters behind the ncc booth. borrowed jeremy's book for a while.. mine was delivered to my house after i left yea. hmmm we cleared up and moved stuff back to the co room.. open house hmmmmmm not very exciting.

oh yea i must say.. all the smses and calls (got from overseas somemore) made my day =)) ty everyone yay haha.. happy birthday to me whee. well shayi, josh and marc bought me piglet! haha.. thanks thanks. well we went to macs (hoho) to eat. zhiyang, marc, josh, shayi, me. bing and aaron left for something. well ali joined us a while later. yongzhi smsed me asking if i was free for dinner but =( hmmm now seems a good time for us to meet up again!

and after tt the bunch of us were standing around talking and doing nth before we decided to sit at delifrance to talk.. oh and josh left us before that =( >< then ocj came! he so kind offered to buy drinks for us.. my form teacher2 and a chem teacher but he doesnt teach me. well we declined, he spends too much money on his students! then he bought me a fruit tart as a bday present leh! haha. well we were talking about harry potter and suddenly i got excited and wanted to read the book hahaha.

marc's mother apparently was waiting for a every long time alr (1o missed calls and a 1 very angry one) so we left yep. potong pasir mrt. to sengkang. went to lib with shayi. he was reading crucible cuz he needed to return on that day. then like they announced lib closing in 30 min. then 15 min. then we went to borrow. i got 2 books. hmm. then he and his rotiboy. then home loh

ah went home to cut my cake! =) yay took pics and more presents! haha.. funfunfun.

well i went to the com and started reading halfbloodprince loh. shayi was reading online lol. some idiots from godknowswhere typed the entire book out! with a few funny mistakes here and there of course. yea and i went to sleep on the sofa when i couldnt tahan any longer >< left the com on and all the hanging convos.. bad me. i woke 10+ in the morn and read the rest of the book yep.

welllll. its draggy at most parts. half the book and u wun find that u know much about the halfbloodprince. lots of exposition. felt so blah. then the end part like a little rushed ya. but well it was okay i guess. but the book wasnt very exciting overall. it did give more info. but it felt like a fanfic sometimes i dunno why. there were mistakes in the book k. like missing words and stuff. sigh. the whole book wasnt really an adventure. k it was not. it just sets the stage for the last book. well i guessed she did have no choice maybe. but i expected more from the penultimate book when the title was so coolio and with the first two chapters being so fun as well. the middle was all the boring parts. well it was obvious that snape would kill dumbledore in the end. so yea. well but i still look forward to the last. i think from this book, we can safely say that hp7 is gonna be one helluva actionpacked book.

so, my birthday was not so bad. thats a good thing. well im still behind the schedule for my homework. thats a bad thing. so i conclude that life has good things and bad things. hohohohoho..

oh yes. my mother was lamenting when she saw the cute pink piglet (winnethepooh) that i brought home. she was going "why????" ROFL.

15

2005-07-16T01:57:00.000+08:00

Haha. im officially 15 =)

hm its 1+ now and i was born at 1+am too! yay =))

thanks to everyone who wished/are going to wish me rofl.

well okay. today's trainings was quite fun.. we were taking the sec2s for drills and sec1s for campcraft. haha commanding is funfun. yep. so sad we cant take the sec2s for pt. oh well.

after training went to ljs to eat haha. then walk walk walk around old boring j8 for joshtan and shayi to get my birthday present >< is marc going to give a hongbao? ohnoes.. alamak so paiseh suddenly so many ppl give me presents. but theyre nice! =p haha then stone at popular and sembawang until 9.45 for marc's mother to send us to potong pasir mrt yay. haha.

ah. couldnt get more ppl to go for open house tmr. our bloody booth so small. then by the time i reached home just now ppl alr go to bed liao. how u expect me to call then bahh.

haha tmr harry potter 6 gonna be released. coolio. i dunno when ill have the time to read it from cover to cover tho. my father preordered for me.

sooo birthday boy needs to go sleep... and happy birthday jasper! =) i love today. yay.

CPL --> SGT

2005-07-15T00:14:00.000+08:00

hoho. im a SGT now k. bow down to me. whee.

as i was and always am right, marc see was the top scorer of the day with 87% hoho. yay congrats rofl. hmmm promotion test ah. we had uniform inspection. i kenna minus two marks for fidgeting. not my fault loh my back pain. or else 21/20 lohh. then i think my campcraft/first aid questions got 4/5. hmmm drills. footdrills was so so for me. rifle drills was shitty for everyone. my hormat was horrible >< ahh commanding was the most powerful. nvm i dun wanna say. i was basically laughing my way through. PT okay la. first round shouldnt have chionged. pullup disaster sia. obstacles course then end yay. so well i passed whee. haha.

haha neville very nice treat the quiz team + baiting + gerald leh. cafe cartel wor. phallic sausages and lamps >< we sat in the round sofa thingy. haha. i think that meal + milkshake ruined my stomach. went home on 156 with yuhui after tt.

i slept 3 hours last night from 1 to 4. and woke to print notes for lit rofl. which i din read in the end. oh well. sigh i need sleep badly. i came home just now and died on the sofa.

today was so so again. i was lucky i din end up shitting during the lit essay in class.

hmm im doing bio report now. tmr bio and maths quiz aiyo. need to get back calculater + pe shorts from gab ling bah. oh and CCA tmr. my stomach area feels ravaged. =( hope tmr pt doesnt involve running.

well good luck to all who are taking their promotion test tmr! do well haha.. buhbye..

Sleeping Pattern Screwed

2005-07-13T01:34:00.000+08:00

i slept from 7 to 12. its 1.30 now and i dun think im gonna sleep anymore.

12/7

2005-07-12T17:46:00.000+08:00

just came home from school.... after a haircut by a noob. the person was holding the shaver with both hands and like dun dare to cut or sth >< i think i din cut my hair short enough. but then i always dun say anything when i cut. hmm.

i need to return library books. rofl. argh theyre terribly overdue. like more than one week liao sigh.

today usual sch day loh. morn came school. then chi, physics. bio was coolio. SPA. i think labwork is fun! haha. yea then chem and eng loh. got back comprehension. shayi and seth get so high leh. cheaters! boooo. aha. Ms. Kuo was her usual self lah. dunno.

kbh apparently din go for judo finals rofl. so we had lit but daryl was not there and auyong couldnt present without him. bah. Ms. Kuo was sitting in during the whole lesson >< she was like writing stuff and notes on some piece of paper lah. today talked about the American Dream loh. he split us into groups then when it was my turn to talk i somehow couldnt express wad i wanted to say. hm. so ya who cares. thurs theres the irritating inhouse assignment aka essayinclass aka testandincludedinCA aka needtostudy aka gonnafail. hmm im not very comfortable with of mice and men.

aiyo tmr got geog test. dumb shit thing. got NE lunch talk alsooo. wonder whos the speaker. and lets hope the food is good tmr. ><

la la la. oh ya i forgot to buy welcomeback card for weizhi on behalf of the class leh.. argh so bad =( and then everyones joking about him.... so bad de. hmph..

tmr rv ppl coming back from germany hahaha. lets go airport fetch them >< rofl.

go www.joshandjas.blogspot.com i want more visitors!! hoho =p

New Blog

2005-07-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

Joshua Tan + Me:

http://joshandjas.blogspot.com

hoho. everyone must visit. but theres only one post now la. =p

2005-07-11T21:00:00.000+08:00

monday. new week. im still bugged by overdue hw. today had tingxie. 3/19 yay. >< slack day as usual with half the day doing re.

wed is promotion test from cpl to sgt. ya. need to polish boots aiyo.

i'm feeling reluctant to talk now somehow. hmmm. open house im doing avt assistant shift 1. ah. like that loh. after tt most probably help with cca display. its during my birthday loh =/

this window has been open for 2h18min and this is all that i have typed. yay.

2005-07-09T18:52:00.000+08:00

"go away"?

2005-07-09T17:51:00.000+08:00

i woke at 4 today.

finally the quiz is over. again, we couldnt snatch the hpk trophy from the hci-ers.

london got it. it was somewhat what i wanted. hm the bombs. it's saddening. but im sure they'll pull through.

i need to get back on track.

today im celebrating birthday with sis. her birthdays tmr. mines 16 =) well im not in the mood to btw.

is it ending? i dun want it to.

from blackout-shouts

2005-07-09T17:50:00.000+08:00

Just wanted to say thanks to everyone. I know that 2nd wasnt very great but we did have a good time. I couldnt believe that we went through all 30 questions so fast in the last round. I wanted more.

The nights we spent in school were fun. The daily rounds of questions set by everyone followed with dinners that ended the day nicely. The whole thing was such a ride for me. Falling asleep in front of the computer mugging and waking up late to rush to prepare my uniform haha. Sorry if i miss anyone out..

To:

Hong Quan
Neville
Gerald
Ann Liang
Aaron
Zhi Yang
Seth
Marc
Bai Ting
Ee Sin
Shermond
Jason Lau
Jason Tan
Matthew
Gar Goei
Teddy
Everyone!

Alo. Late.

2005-07-07T03:21:00.000+08:00

3.43am late man.

i uploaded some pics to friendster only no time. will send the rest to ur emails sooooooon.

bahhhh nite... and oh ya add me on friendster if u noe me lol. =p

FYI

2005-07-06T01:43:00.000+08:00

hm i went to east coast (yes, again) with sujun, steffi and changrong onnn sunday yea. sat was cr's birthday la. so i arrived late grandly tho i live the nearest. like <5min>< after getting confused about the meeting place somemore =p

basically we din spend a lot of time there la. 3-4 hours+ ate. cycled. go jetty. swim in sea. damn fun la push them into the water. so scared for wad. lalala. aiyo not fun de u ppl. ahaha but the water was damn salty la

hm basically we realised we wasted so much time playing tt we had to rush back to return the bikes on time. 2 hours. buy1get1free. 3 to 5pm. then there was this blue shirt guy rollerblading wanna race with me. then chiong so fast go in front and then stone there wads the point. loser. =p boo.

we had alr cleaned up before returning the bikes. i changed my shirt only loh. then we walk and walk then take 76. on the bus took pictures haha. nth to do la hor. i alighted first la. go to my cousin's house.. ok la. quite fun day i guess.. going to the beach is always fun haha..

sho monday ytd was spend entirely on preparation for quiz comp la. go gerald's house with bing and yuhui and just mug at the clubhouse. + questions from gerald and lotsa sec4s. hmm ate those fried beancurd with soy sauce after that. quite nice =) yum. then 156 and mrt home with yuhui. good that all of us take the same route home. hmm youth day gone like tt sad case.

today is tuesday hoho. nth happened. stayed back for quiz again 4P and then 4Q. current affairs day. yea. yuhui din come he has manymany tests tmr haha. then ljs with bing and then 53 and mrt home. yep. btw i live in hougang haha.

so i reached home and i erm did ss and nothing else? but i dunno why its 2am alr =(( oh yea i found and organised more info for my National Education Notes for the quiz. whee. how wonderful. sigh. its on fri 8 july at nanyang. afternoon. wish us luck! oh ya jolenes taking part in the interunit quiz finals too hohoho. will be able to see her there. hahhah. hope u dun find me nerdier. tsk and the venue is ur own sch loh. u better not win.

haha k i need to slp liao. gdnite.

do you believe in Need? i do. and its powerful and consuming.

Jasper

2005-07-05T00:12:00.000+08:00

Life is meaningful and meaningless.
Wallpaper your world
with the the courageous Colours
Dare to be presented
Outdare the adventure
A Pink there for added pleasure
A Blue for a taste of sadness
We need Yellow for spontaneity
Less Red -- excess saturation penetrates
How about Black to represent our insouciance
I'm sure quiet white won't hurt
Subject of the day
Just paint it away
Lest you get the perfect picture

yue liang de guang mang

2005-07-03T00:23:00.000+08:00

lalallalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.

the world's a stage blah blah haha.

the moon is fascinating don't u think so. i like it.

wad a rubbish post

workworkwork

2005-06-28T00:08:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalalalala all my holiday work not done. first day of term 3. nothing much happened. went to school and came back home after going lib. homework takes up a large portion of my daily worrying now.

descends down
the steely saucer
as you are lost forever
in the motion

a crack the world stands still
ooze through the tear
tear of dark
red let it unfold
gasp.

jammed a stopper
untimely end
abrupt and unjust
as the pain had not been relished
heart-stopper

the ups.
went downs.
as downs.
went ups.
prior symptoms
still bleeding through the seam

signs of stillness
the doubt unravels
is this for true?

i am encumbered with worry

this is the story of my rollercoaster

i never ended the ride
for i had not the knowledge
i had not the courage
i had not the hope

totally unrelated. but nvm. u know. i know.

secrets

2005-06-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

"ear-kissing arguments" curan in king lear.

how can there be an argument when theres no contact.

silence just kills.

the heart is a hard thing to read.

Aftermath of NP week

2005-06-25T17:02:00.000+08:00

A tired, sleepy jasper who cant do any homework.

anw at the playground near s11 last nite we were swinging ourselves round and round damn fast on the merrygoround thing until we died =)

My Post at RINPCC's blog

2005-06-25T17:01:00.000+08:00

am i disappointed with the attendance? of course. i know many of those who attended the full course are too.

the excuse that lmsc is a waste of time is completely untrue. u do learn useful things there. the updated drills, campcraft, + + + , and you get to have fun with ur squadmates. this is one of the rare chances we get to interact with the rest of the area schools.

first day. late and all the usual crap. falling in at the grandstand with 50% attendance. found out i was in the same squad as aaron, stanley and bing. good company. the the lectures before lunch by ho desmond was okay. uniform et. was boring cuz i read the same notes before for the np quiz. ho neville was funny haha. his english is good =) drills that day was quite interesting. movement was generally faster and sharper. even faster than drills at pa. hentak was fast and was fun to be challenged. ah then the station games. it was just pure fun. =) the teambuilding games were really fun. we should incorporate them into future trainings or camps. and squad 5 rocks k. well day 1 ended with us being relatively tired out and feeling pissed because of the attendance etc.

day 2. lectures were more boring. i asked a question but her answer then decided not to probe anymore. should just let everyone sleep rofl. the 2nd lecture was hilarious. but nvm i shall not state the reason. drill cycle 2 was marching + rifle. we learnt how to turn left and right in the middle of marching. the rifle was extremely heavy. and oily. it did not help that i had to use my weaker hand to handle it. damn. i couldnt even flick it up by 1cm >< but the session refreshed my rifle drills haha. some changes tho. i think in terms of drills we really should standardise with the rest of the area if there is no reason not to.

oo later campcraft. slack laidback sessions of knots and then lashings. MOI. hahaha. the campcraft jargon is useful if u bother to learn. and then pioneering competition!! we rock k. our CI underestimated us and thought we wouldnt finish but we did =p. we made a multipurpose thingy la. baby toy/clothes hanger/shoe and socks hanger/can dance limbo/can practice martial arts/for cooking outdoors/plus a flag pole for our breadtalk (squad name) flag! we saluted whenever it waved k. damn loyal to the group. =) after that SIT (situational innovative thinking) discussion. we had to present our solutions etc to a problem that we were given on the third day. my group's situation was a smoking cadet. so yea. after everything went for dinner at mos burger. dinner after np is always fun. oh 1 sad thing. 7 ppl who came for day 1 ponned day 2. 5 new ppl came and so attendance dropped 2.

day 3. 1 last lecture. boring. very. but nvm. then last drill cycle! and funnest! baton drills yeaaa baby. baton feels so familiar loh. like damn comfortable damn natural to hold it, march with it and do drills with it. due to PA ty. but yea. really. i think i prefer baton drills to footdrills =p its much easier and slackier anw. march only move one hand wad. but yea this drill session was the most fun. i came to see how MOI (method of instruction) can really be applied to great effect. its not a rigid stepbystep thing that everyone uses. theyre just guidelines meant to ensure everyone learns. and i think it is damn useful. when i compare to how we were taught in sec 1 and 2 im convinced that with MOI our drill standard now would definitely by not as bad. baton drills was fun cuz everyone was in a fun and serious mood. ok >< well when u listen and do wad is expected, you can have fun with CIs even though the activity is something as serious as a drill session. and even better, you can still learn something while having fun. the CI in charge of this drill session came to us after that and thanked us for one of the best and funnest drill sessions he ever had loh =) he said he enjoyed himself k. i came to see how the guidelines were really guidelines meant to guide an NCO's decision on the method of teaching drills so as to enhance the learning experience of the cadet. as long as you know ur stuff.

well after drills, we had revision at the canteen. as usual desmond and his tips haha. lunch was as usual. zhiyang cleverly told the CIs he couldnt eat the food and ci rebecca had to go to S11 to buy him congee. ><

the test was easy, good sleeping time. 45 min for 30 mcqs loh. then SIT presentations! fun stuff. ask questions that ppl cant answer! yay. when shayi went "its an oxymoron" ppl went waaaaaaaaa. siangyong (cathigh) told me wad i thought. some people tot shayi meant moron. hohoho. well zhiyang's presentation was in his usual style. dramadrama. then have to action. then have to say bgr not good cuz some ppl bodies not developed. rofl. with action somemore. >< sick loh. but the audience loved him rofl. well after that had boring graduation. but the pictures in the slideshow were nice to see. even with the grammar errors in it =p squad 5 had damn lot of pics loh. =)

after flaglowering and debrief, it was the last squad debrief. our CIs are damn nice. theyre good to us. they just rock. aikeng and johnathan. they gave us notebooks with our group's two motivational quotes pasted on it. if you wish to see the rainbow, you must first endure the rain. aikeng actually wrote paragraphs of comments on each and every one of our reflections loh. so good. they said they liked us =) we took pictures! yay. after the crying session we finally said goodbye reluctantly haha. squad 5 rocks!! yeayeaaaa. we got 2nd for the SIT presentation loh. lost by only 1 point! damn it. 2nd for the pioneering competition too loh with the same close margin! hmph. but nvm its not impt to win haha. squad 5 just rocks. ohyes! we have the only RI best male trainee in our group: aaron chee!! the rest of the groups (5 of them) were all cat high ppl lol. yea. so we rock la.

went s11 like late. because of the extended crying sessions haha. bubble tea and then playground! where we died. nvm.

k.

it was really disappointing to see people not come for the whole 3 day course. u noe serious it is when mr azman has to speak to mr teo. we had a whole stack of extra nco manuals after the course. wad kinda message u think the other schools are getting. we're too smart to go for the course? i bet the people there know much more about drills and campcraft than we do. u say ur tired? how about us. a few of us only slept for 30 min during the camp. and then 4-6 hours every day during the duration of the course. we reached home late and had to do reflections and other work for the course.

the excuse that the course is useless is even more pathetic. we are not that good. rinpcc is actually )@(%*)$^. im sure u can learn useful stuff there.

lmsc and npcc can be made fun only if u want it to be. 29 ppl for the camp. everyone was pleasantly surprised at the high attendance. we were actually going to improve and make things happen. the next day. it dropped to 15. in the morning of the first day, we were desperately waiting for more ppl to come. the next two days, we just gave up.

anw we really chose the dates of the camp. gerald already warned us and asked us more than once to reconsider. how do u refute that. when everyone was so sure and said okay its no problem.

we need a storming session for ourselves, badly.

back from camp

2005-06-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

Sec 1 NP Camp. slept for 30 min? ><

and kexin, why dun u ask mediacorp for the footage! =p

tmr til fri i hv a stupid np course. and so i wun be free to do my work noo.

i have nothing to say. hm i need to get my life back on track rofl

2005-06-18T23:33:00.000+08:00

am i a jerk or what?

my england's Grandma

2005-06-15T01:09:00.000+08:00

rofl. i just realised in ma last post, u can see ma grandma, spelling and sentence structure all go haywirey. but im NOT going to edit yay! yeaa man. cmon. SUCK IT IN. ALL MA ENGLAND GRANDMA !

The Gathering! haha.

2005-06-15T00:22:00.000+08:00

Wow. okay. lots happened. i was rather frustrated and disappointed yesterday and today. many people couldnt go. and this morning. a few last minute say cannot. then was like alamak! then someone say ok ill go i was like wow yay and then a while later oh not going! like very fun like tt give me hope and then .

haha i woke up late. charmian came freaking early and was at hougang mrt at 10.15! we were supposed to meet at 11! like wow. i was like >< so she waited 45 min++ and syuhaida came punctually haha while i was a little late. lucky i stay 5 min away. hm so mrt all the way to bedok. syuhaida was felt sorta cheated i think =p i think i gave her the impression that many people were coming. yea but im also disappointed as well. haha then make her travel all the way so far also haha =p so we wanted to take 401 to east coast but the bus damn long also never come. hah i finally decided to be a gentleman and pay for a taxi. how nice of me. hoho

zhiquan was there on time. we reached at 12.15 tho. hmmm then tzehin came unexpectedly. he told me he had a class chalet. but yay he came =)) pleasant surprise. good. then came the funny part xD. he told us he saw kexin on the bus when he came. apparently kexin was asking the bus driver for directions etc then she alighted 3 stops short >< and he din approach her and he din stop her hohohohooo.. tt cost her 30 min of walking time! and a shot at stardom on national tv!! yay.

i called her u see. =) she told me she could see macs already. but she was WAITING. hoho. she was helping, being the kind soul she is, another person to watch her pet.! and i could hear the NOISES the pet was making. seemed rather loud LOL. then i was like UH. dog or cat? then she said its making WIERD NOISES. and she DIN KNOW wad it was. i was like OKAY. just come. put down the phone. a while later. she arrived and yay! she told us, u cant believe wad happened to me, i was on GOTCHA!! like OIMFOUGFH)(%*@#$)( we laughed until ppl next to us asked us to stop >< apparently the person told her it was a SPECIAL BREED. haha it turned out to be electronic yay. she suspected it was tho. the sounds sounded electronic. hahahaha and it was a furry thingy in a cage!! hoho. like "wave to my friends our there, in the green tent. ur on gotcha." kexin. =) then syuhaida left. her grandma was ill =(

okay. funny funny. we were mean to kexin and teasing her about this the whole day haha. well after that we talked at macs. we got out, wanting to go to the food centre to eat but decided that it was too far, so ate at macs -.- ate and talked. its fun to catch up with frens yay. and funny too hahahha. then bowling! 5 ppl two games for around 2 hours +. yep. the complex's air conditioning was uber cold. we were freezing man. aha pathetic bowling scores for everyone, as usual. except for tzehin. hm we were basically enjoying ourselves loh. fun fun. bowling is fun cuz u get to laugh at each other. haha. then vivian and malina came! yay. from cedar. walked all the way from parkway after bus haha. well we talked again. paid money. got out. walked. talked. walked to stone bench and stone and talk again haha. basically we had lots to say haha. bong finally arrived in a lessthanspectacular way. we took took pics. oh u can go to kexin for them yep. well kexin left. =( tzehin left =( went back to his chalet at pasir ris.

okay we played with the sand sea water and sky for a while. splash splash blah blah. extremely mild tho. they were. hoho. =p then yea oh i need to mention this. the YONGZHI episode before this. tho im not going to elab =p. well yongzhi came finally late when we were going to eat. so yea. in a taxi >< haha ate at some restaurant la. haha then talk and talk again. meixuan was mentioned and so we decided to go her house! yea.

we walked all the way past vjc etc. and then took 76 allll theee wayyy to serangoon! my old house leh. she living same block. 211. haha. it was rather awkward la. and the yongzhi play play go and joke and say he live in hougang study in raffles >< so mean. well meixuan has really changed a lot. and she really has missed many things that have happened in singapore. 3 years u know. tts a lot. her accent too. haha. okay so we go there chitchat then left. i gave her the contact list she still doesnt have internet yet. shes taking entrance exams for pres. high and zhonghua. hope she can make it to zhonghua.

yep sho we left. walk walk walk past the coffee shop and then char left to go home. walk walk walk mal left. haha.. walk walk walk allll theee wayyy to the prata shop near the petrol stations haha. its 2-3 bus stops la. ate supper there whee! and talked quite a lot too hahahaa until 11.25 like tt! yay then bongtingli the one who has fever saw a mouse and screamed. damn scary la her scream. like the whole neighbourhood can hear like tt >< "i not scared of anything except mouse k, cockroach where got scared"

hm yea the two gals (bong and vivian) crossed the road after we said our byes. then me and yong took was waiting for 136 loh. talked again =) then i alighted at hougang plaza there and walked quite a bit and reached home yea. around 12? yea.

so today was fun. even tho very few ppl came and it wasnt really a gathering but at least i could catch up with u guys =) its really nice to talk to you ppl again. its just, different i guess. more laidback and its those open conversations that are really enjoyable. oh yong is taller than malina, vivian and many other ppl now!! =)) tts a good thing haha.

hm i had fun. =) charmian, syuhaida, zhiquan, tzehin, kexin, malina, vivian, yongzhi u guys are great =) i really enjoy having supper and dinner out haha

yea we're going to meet up again next week even with my tight schedule but u guys have to accommodate me!! hohohoooo.. we'll make it either the night of any of the weekdays from wed to fri after my nco course. it'd be dinner then. or the last weekend which is actually meant for chionging of hw. well i think it'd be either wed or thurs. ill call u guys. =) funfunfun though we din do much actually today. was just talking but tts a really nice and rare thing that we should do more often.

yay

haha u know wad. i found one classmate from p1 and p2 class in ang mo kio north ps! aha p2 i shifted and transferred to zhonghua u see. haha shes zining! =) and like ytd i found many many photos of my old sch! its like impossible to find. some exstudent posted them! the sch is not gone. merged with 2 other schs to form anderson primary. yea. =) but nvm i hv one exclassmate! hoho

tmr need to go sch again. damn it. i was determined to finish the eng proposal tmr by forcing myself to do it =( now i think when im back from sch tmr ill be in the slack mode again!! oh no!

stupid gathering.

2005-06-13T19:02:00.000+08:00

frustrating. so little people can come. the numbers are dwindling by the hour loh. now its 9 -.-

kexin said no matter how u organise, if ppl dun wanna go, it still wun work out. sigh

all those who would go if they can make it are not free.

meixuan may be back from the US alr. i think she is.

gathering

2005-06-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

hm shanghui just left for japan. everyone's going japan. apparently many ppl are.

im doing the station games for my war games for binggy to put in the npcc sec1 camp proposal to be vetoed by the sec 4s to be submitted to mr teo. yea lame.

hmmmmmmmmmm shd i change my title to I <3 you. You <3 jasper? hoho. which is cuter

more ppl are tagging and visiting my blog yay! =) =p hahaa i just realised that the tagboard autocensors de loh. tts pro hahaa. tts like giving a hard punch to people like wan yin who has a unfortunate desire to insult me.. hoho. yay

and then i made this complicated and pro table in excel to chart whos going / not going to the gathering with tel. nos. reasons and various figures and percentages too haha. im extra. but it helps a lot. and like currently 29.41176471% of people contacted are going loh!!! tts bad and sad. its sad tt we started to organise this too late. we wanted to place it on sat. but a few couldnt make it. so moved to tues a weekday. but apparently now its worse. well many many people are overseas now. 12.5% are overseas. yea. tts another sad thing. and people have CCA, classes and even their own class gatherings too. haha. haha nvm wun give up. can just have this gathering first and then another one in sept which we'll plan much earlier beforehand and inform everyone much earlier after i get everyone's numbers much earlier haha. its like i don't have any tel. number of 17% of the class! wow. haha and so many ppl changed their phone numbers too.

hm the whole house is asleep. i talked to my youngest sister on the phone liao =) shes in shanghai enjoying herself lots and i feel happy for her yay. cant wait for 60% of my family to come back home. haha percentages.

anw muah i <3 all of you! byebye!

4pm

2005-06-12T16:18:00.000+08:00

hi i woke at 4pm and im loving it boo. i slept at 6 even when i switched the comp off at 3. how smart of me. hoho watched a little of golf. pga tour live k!! >< and then read the newspaper lol. im a rock. i prefer pebbles hm smoother. so i wasted a day of my life. its actually quite sad. maybe ill think of how i wasted my youth off in the future and be damn sad. tt will be really sad =(( i thinks this june hols isnt tt great. and tts sad since i waitteddd so long of it. i feel cheated boohoo

and do we actually realise that we're going through the most formative years of our lives right now. anything that happens will be influencing our future selves. tts like scary. cuz every decision is so important. like i always wonder what would have happened if i chose to enter gep at p3. but again we should dwell on the past too much. since the present is so full of worrying issues alr

i just ate my lunch hoho. at 4.33 =)

its late

2005-06-12T03:05:00.000+08:00

yeaa 3am =(

hm i think crying is a nice thing. tears should be treasured. yet i dun like being sad..

hmm i think the hw issue is quite cham. i need to start. soon. immediately. bah. haha its golf on tv now ><>>> tada. please tag when u visit! haha. but few noe abt this blog anw haha. and no one visits...

oh i received an email 2+ just now from jason haha. its like at this hour hes awake but not on msn. hmm work? >< maybe playing hahaa.. we need to make the np shirt more trendier!! yea. hahaa.. oh i want a wacom! someone please buy one for my birthday. and a new camera too if u can haha

anw tues's gathering no more bbq just go there play play wdv. haha we are lazy people =) i mean like if im organising this partly wad do you expect ah =p ah it was interesting coming up with the list of links cuz i visited many blogs i don't usually do.. like all the ex-zps ppl. reading all the blogs was interesting haha. everyone has his/her own busy life now.

yes another thing. my room is in a mess now. i need one day to tidy things up >< and one more day to ask jonyee to come my house to fix my com in the room. bah im either using the com in the office or the laptop to use the internet now..

oh i think i shd go sleep haha.. im like damaging my body. sad sad..

AH yes. i wanna talk about sth else first. im left-handed!! yay. its funny how i have only recently started to actually realise being left-handed makes me quite different from other people. is it a good or bad thing i have no idea. hoho funny: shayi and i were at kfc and we were like a mirror image (the arrangement of drink/burger/fries/hands) . yea it was funny. im rarely reminded by the fact that im left-handed. tts a good thing right. haha i had a teacher who was ambidex... wdv the spelling. yea tts quite pro. but the thing is. being left-handed means i am actually QUITE different since it affects the brain so im really interested on what research and information there is about this. i need to go read up. left brain right brain nonsense =) its quite freaky. the human brain oooooo hohoho

okay.. goodnight! "sleep tight! dun let the bed bugs bite!" =p royce

PCK

2005-06-11T20:13:00.000+08:00

hoho i just came home. we (yonghan, shanghui + me) were smart today.. walking around the kallang area.. hoho.. anw we met up with seth and yijing at the indoor stadium after lunch at macs to watch pck the musical. went in late.. missed 5-10 min of it =(

well the musical was okay. decent.. but some of them were singing too softly. articulation was bad too. u cant make out wad they say. but it was okay. tan kheng hua was quite pro. her scandalous songs hahaa. she acted as clover in wild rice's animal farm if you ppl rmb.

the resolution for the conflict in the plot was extremely unexpected. it was the usual oh good guy saves bad guy's life even tho bad guy was bad to good guy and so bad guy is touched and makes up with good guy ><

the songs were okaay. they were singalongable haha. If I Have You.. yay u can go http://www.pckmusical.com/The_Story/music.html to listen to that song and Kenna Conned. i have no benchmark to compare la. since i haven watched many musicals.. esp Singaporean ones..

yea after that went to kfc for dinner. drinks were refillable =) this is bad two meals at fast food restaurants in a day. unhealthy. haha then long walk and mrt, then bus home loh..

well my week ahead is actually quite packed so i have no idea how im going to finish my work loh. i'm going to have a gathering for my p6 class on tues at east coast most prob. wed meeting up for lit dramatisation proj.. King Lear still =( cant we move on. im sick of him alr loh. then thurs there is the prelim round for NP shooting comp at police academy. fri theres a meeting for the sec1 NP camp we're organising. sigh. if i take it that i won't do work when i return home. i have sun, mon, sat, sun and the next sat and sun to do my work because i have camps during the weekdays >< that's 5 days. wow. and i slacked my ass off for the whole of this week. how clever.

why do our lives have to revolve around workkkk. its a very bad idea.

oh yea my camera isnt with me cuz my mother and sisters are using it in shanghai so i cant take pics during gathering! oh no. =(

hm and im supposed to read macbeth for a lit assignment too. i forgot. yay

argh this is bad i cant believe half of my hols is gone alr.

oh and tshirt design for np. i dun think im pro enough in photoshop to produce what i want for the shirt. =(

byebye

sexy naughty bitchy me

2005-06-10T14:33:00.000+08:00

two entries in a day.. hoho. so many firsts

anw back to the 'overall impression' thingy. since symbolic images are said to be more powerful and touching. i dunno i find confessional poetry powerful. u dun understand everything that is said but u still feel tt raw emotion exuding from the words. tts powerful. running repetition of similar ideas and images.

the bear takes a little walk
down Hougang Central

his wasted time a holiday from
teddy bear

the clock the duck the realisation
hatred

strangled fowl steals heart of bear
i couldn't believe my tongue
i couldn't believe my nose

the crime the holiday produced
tantamount to
seeping bear's
blood

the hands that yearn in pain
wish to strangle` keep me sane`
kick the duck` scrap the friends
stretch them thin like a rubber band

evil rear evil rear evil
unhand clean blood civil

i take the pledge
my claw are Wolverine
sharp and blunt they scrap
the inside out my sin

the bear's holiday expired
my wound inspired

too late too late he says
i wish him head? i wish him not
what what my duty fails
image of cot
i see nothing

Nothing will come out of nothing!
I'm lost
frightened
desperate
helpless
in need of my teddy bear......

11/3/05

boo. comments

HIhi!!

2005-06-10T02:36:00.000+08:00

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im revisiting this blog now thanks to mr. royce lee aka gayboi2 rofl yepyepyep =)

lots of things happening in my life cant possibly chronicle 14 years of my life in one post yea.

currently reading up on semiotics for english proposal and it's been really enlightening. really. its like it links everything that i understand of this world together. yea. but the books are confusing too haha. there isnt any one established version of semiotic theory.

ohoh i think using a laptop is quite cool aha i only realised the true benefits of its portability.

well i wanna start reading cuz its good for me haha but i just cant seem to start. i need to get over my bad habit of procrastinating too =(

oh yesh. i like dreaming! dreams are fun, they are nice they are just so revealing. aha not along the path of predicting-future-from-dream kinda thing tho ive been dubbed JLD4 (=p), but just indicative of oneself. the human mind is so fascinating. how we extract meaning with our code systems is just awesome. its so.. interesting. how a baby achieves semiotic competence by engaging in symbolic play before the more complex forms of sign systems. bah bah all the chim stuff but its fun yay

i think the visual aspect of our sensory inputs is becoming a more dominant source of information in this age and im starting to explore this. people are just taking things at surface value too often and to get their attention now, more drastic visuals. well its not just visual. its interesting how a "sixth sense", intuition or vibes one derives from a work be so influential in one's impression of it. the overall impression. it's takes a lot of work to achieve one that is desired.

maybe its all because people can't be bothered now to take a look at the details and spend time to ponder over what's in front of them. the constant bombardment of information from multiple sources is one of the reasons i guess. so instead of complaining of this phenomenon why don't we just embrace it.

maybe not every one word in a poem was placed there for a reason. maybe the words dun even have to be connected to each other. but then will another person take what u have designated as something which meant something special to u to mean what u meant? differing code systems bound to clash when anyone attempts to convey merely a broad general impression. theres no safety net to fall back on. ok nvm ill stop i dunno whether im talking sense

oh did i mention i like my dreams? =) they have meaning. and i treasure that.

blogger

2005-04-11T17:52:00.000+08:00

im rather pissed with the blogging engine since my last two posts have been non-existent save for the title. which is a little gay. that's all. i dun wanna type too much and then feel so angry when the post is not wdv.

phew.

2005-02-23T20:14:00.000+08:00

Tests

2005-02-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

jasperwong.blogspot.com

2005-02-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

Hm. I have a domain which I share with Jon Yee of 3R. But currently it is being underused as nothing has been done to use up even 1kb of space there. Well I need ideas. Of course I'm gonna shift this whole thing there when I get more time. Well, the domain and hosting costs money. So please give us ideas!! hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

I just realised that I like my blog title. whee =)

I love jasper!!

Mr. Nightmare

2005-02-20T17:27:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I really wonder how mad people feel deep down inside. Are they really mad? Or is there hope that somewhere in the crevices of their head there exists the true them. I hate feeling helpless. I think being trapped can the worst experience ever. I don't want to ever hear the phrase "if only" in my mind. I want to settle.

I have always questioned the necessity of religion and the existance of a higher order of being. I think we are strong enough to find hope and strength by ourselves, or at least I hope.

Let's see:

Work

2005-02-20T01:04:00.000+08:00

I think this year's gonna be helluva ride. Negatively. Stupid hw. My subj combination seems to be the one that garners that most amount of work, damn. What a great time for me to start filling my once free time on Tuesdays and Thursday with Lit lessons.

I can't enjoy myself as much as I would like to. And I'm becoming bored of school. How sad. I'm so boring. Bye.

Public Perusal

2005-02-19T13:50:00.000+08:00

Okay folks. My dunno whatth attempt at starting a blog. I'm using Blogger directly now because I figured its the most convenient, even though I would like my own-made layout.

Hm. Uhhuh.

Oh yah. Please go to http://www.whatpulse.org and register and be an active member. Tell me and I'll give you my team's name to join =)

be right backk!! lol.