I love you. You love jasper?

lalalalalalalalala all my holiday work not done. first day of term 3. nothing much happened. went to school and came back home after going lib. homework takes up a large portion of my daily worrying now.



descends down
the steely saucer
as you are lost forever
in the motion

a crack the world stands still
ooze through the tear
tear of dark
red let it unfold
gasp.

jammed a stopper
untimely end
abrupt and unjust
as the pain had not been relished
heart-stopper

the ups.
went downs.
as downs.
went ups.
prior symptoms
still bleeding through the seam

signs of stillness
the doubt unravels
is this for true?

i am encumbered with worry



this is the story of my rollercoaster

i never ended the ride
for i had not the knowledge
i had not the courage
i had not the hope








totally unrelated. but nvm. u know. i know.